Sleep and me!

When time is not ride,what possibly cud happen...hmm..u r messed up...nothing is working out as per plans...well there is nothing like a plan thing...its all planning but no execution...(most of the time with me)...messed up with ur life ...ummm not exactly.... u love ur life ride!....u struggle to sleep thinking life is sulkin...every morning u tends to forget everything though....u sleep coz u know it will be a new day with a fresh bright morning...and in esp. in winters its so cool ..but what happens when sleep is playing games with yaa...you are asking ur self aahh lemme sleep ...plzz Sleep darling come to me...and let the thoughts stay away ...come tommorw i wud say but now lemme sleep ...oh darling Sleep plzz come to me...but dear Sleep is no mood today ...she wants to play with you...she brings evil thoughts,sad memories to you...she tests you...ask what you would do...what possibly can you do now....ahhh sad phase again..u r now under the arms of those evil tortures of sleep ...she will make you think those deplorable thoughts again ...the place where u wud not want to be.. escapism is what you want...but you have no choice.. you start the saddled thinking process ...or rather recalling those memories again...you try to hold back heartbroken...fight with it...but suddenly u feel heavy breathlessness...and tear comes out rolling down from your eye....initially its a single drop from the left eye...but now you are engulfed...no escape from here...now its all water from your eyes pouring down on the shirt ...u only realize when it feels lil wet under your shirt...ahhh u suddenly wake up...claiming it is a sad dream...but my bad its all reality...u indeed were crying...you try to focus...you try to calm yourself....hmmm...after some time....u feel bit light ...all the heaviness is gone...malicious sleep is making your eye balls heavy now and telling you thats all for today...go to sleep i give you...and before even thanking ..you are asleep!

lemme hv my personal computer!

i want to be touch,i want to write...well i guess its nt going to be possible until n unless i hv my own lappy...sick of my sister nt letting me touchin her lappie...i want my own.

hello fellow my dirty yellow!!!!!

wel wel wel......bingoo...here i ammm !!this is meeee...i hv come to this world so wild nd freeee!!!
here i am so young nd storngggg !!!..this is the place where i belongggg!!

its a new world!!! its a new dayyyy...life with a beating of a young heart!!

whoaa!!..thse lines feels so true ride now....wel its great to be back ...though i hv always been a laidbck person in writing blogs..its jus feels great naii!....touchin tha untouched blog.

more is coming!

MUSIC can set you free!!

seriously ....i dun no ..bt this is one of tha best things in tha world...watever your mood is..music can realy set you you free....i am a bit jolly kind offa person...bt i too hv gone through bad phases.....n i knw more will come ...yep thn thres music act as a healing power...you forget evrything n whn its your fav track... you jus cant stop your self from singing it....makes ur soul pure...u feel like u r in harmony ....i wud like to thnk god who hs given such wonderful artists...their music is jus simply haunting ..lyrics r so pure....u r jus close to god!...c tht now i hv found a new track of deep purple in my music drive soldier of fortune.....m singing ths song while writing...its lyrics r as follow...i ll recommend u all its a must hv..
i have often told you stories
About the way
I lived the life of a drifter
Waiting for the day
When Id take your hand
And sing you songs
Then maybe you would say
Come lay with me love me
And I would surely stay

But I feel Im growing older
And the songs that I have sung
Echo in the distance
Like the sound
Of a windmill goin round
I guess Ill always be
A soldier of fortune

Many times Ive been a traveller
I looked for something new
In days of old
When nights were cold
I wandered without you
But those days I thougt my eyes
Had seen you standing near
Though blindness is confusing
It shows that youre not here

Now I feel Im growing older
And the songs that I have sung
Echo in the distance
Like the sound
Of a windmill goin round
I guess Ill always be
A soldier of fortune
Yes, I can hear the sound
Of a windmill goin round
I guess Ill always be
A soldier of fortune

Shaken,not Stirred!!!

wel here i m again...like always nt keeping tha promises n d commitments i made ....hmmm...okay if u r wondering hwz life going on ? wel thn u mst get an idea frm tha title of this blog..yep i read this phrase in tha ian flemings bond somewhre in wiki guess..explored this phrase nd its deep meaning...hw motivating it is..jus like tha word perseverance..yep u gotta be standing in spite of hw torturous tha situation is ...wel i dun no y its al coming here...may be coz earlier ths week i ws in a state of loosing my dad...may be coz i love my dad so much..nd cant evn think a life wthout him...ths is first tym m saying thre r so many thinkin i hv learnt frm my dad...though m bad at expressing my gestures ke hw much i love my dad..bt may be my behaviour or my way of thinking or watever is jus given by him...wel there hs been a huge transformation in me for tha past few years....may be its bcoz of m getting older..or m feeling tha pressure of upcoming responsibilities...wateva it is..yep more confident , i hv been calm nd i always pray God to make my mental setup strong....i dun want to be a emotional driven person...tha whole incidents hv made me to trust on god even more..

GUITAR,MOVIES AND GYM!

wel target has been set.....wel if u r wondering wot are thse?...i told yaa... u need to read tha previous scrap....my xams r ova guys....thse are few objectives on which i gtto concentrate(m dead serious)...( for those who think if there is nything missing in my targets...plzz lemme know!)...though i wont provide you ny rewards for tha suggestions.

guitar toh i hv been thinking fr a long time.....jus gve me tha damn guitar frm anywhre..or gift me...i ll make tha strings sing man!.......whoops...waise wots tha spelling of G U I T A R?? ..hehe......thinkin of learning it..frm....ummmm!!....smewhre.....am fed up of watching live concert videos of my metal gods!...now i think i shud proceed to tha next level...learnig guitar!...its a big tym gap see..

wel its relieved kinda offa feeling wen ur exams r over...but its so sick wen u c ur friends are still fighting their battles.....i wish ke my exams could hv stretched to 1 or 2 weeks(realy)......hmmmm...movies...m just dieing to watch sme movies man!..IRON MAN ..i ws dieing to c see this movie..bt wth whom?? all r hooked up...evn if smeone agrees....LEts watch tashan...aur u me nd USS...or ASS(hum)......its so frustrating baii....how do i console them?
sometimes i feel ke life will go in accomodating or adjusting to othrs wish!.....awwryt...dun feel pity on me....i ll try to write......smething very important..in next blog......

n yeah..i hv started reading tht novel....so far it has been avg.....ll write more...as it progresses...still wondering y my sistr ws so addicted???

wel finally exams are over.......

hmmm....midnight time......thinking of contributing to my untouched blog.....wel i always wanted to write something on this blog thing...bt neva found the time(xcuse i can give haa!)...i dont understand how people put their ass infront of pc... eyes hooked up to the monitor...continusly typing for 3 or 4 hrs....writing on this blog...huh!....cmon! guys we got better things to do!( luks like m tha one suggesting smething new! ...ummm ok start blogging hehe!)....bt shits mahn! what m doing......aaah anarchic thoughts...this is actually a phobia wth me see....i jus dun concentrate on the topic...but i guess it will take some tym to learn the art of writing this blog thing....well today finally my xams gt ova....feeling happy ovr it...and also feeling sad wats now man!...i dont know why every body keep asking me aage ke kyaa plans wats now?....take wther ur relatives or familyy friends...and the worst thing is what should i answer to them ummmm ......m preparing for CAt 2008(usual answer)...lets see where i will go for my mba admissinons( see m one of the upcoming iim student) ....lets change the atmosphere ...lets talk how my xams went....ummm....guess...yaa cmon guess.....still......uuuuhuuuu...overconfidently given....bad worst papers i hv ever given in my life....no expectations regarding marks...man i didn studied at all...swear...i know god ws pushing me hard to study...but a student like me.....aaahhhh!!!!...bad bad!....only word coming out is just bad ....srry cant help it!...if still manage to get above 60 marks i wud say...all hail gndu university....which makes us believe that students like us also hv a chance too...we can shine in the galaxy of stars....will terribly be surprised though!!( obviously hehe)..........results hmmm...request to my al hail university.....give me reasons to cheers!!!

i purchased 3 mistakes of my life today...yaa the newest novel of cheten bhagat mahn!( now dun ask me whos chetan?)...bought it fr my self...i dun no wen i ll get a chance of reading it...man my sister is reading it continuously fr 4 hours...tke that!....skipped her launch....i dun know if shes alright...bt m regretting of putting that novel on her table.... though its making me more curious to read it now.....what it hs got inside? why my sister is so addicted to it?....and why she skipped her dinner?....and obviously why she is still awake and making me awake also....mummmaa!!.......wel if u r interested in the anwers of thse questions...evn if you are not....keep hooking to my blogs....( i promise i ll be regular...hehe!)