is tht wat I ws luking for?

wel as promised i ll b writing about my fest in next post....at tha first certitude i belief i should write something else...bt now i guess few people are reading my posts....n tha fest thing hv come to their notice ...so m brought to ghostwrite about my fest....which ended on 22nd feb....phweee!.....wel i shud expect my grammatical mistakes will be granted .....and shud nt give others the excuse to use satirical remarks over me coz wen m writing about tha things which didn happened tha way i wanted...its natural ke it gtto reflect smewhre(smartest excuse i can give)...so here it goes.....hmm i think i should start with tha day 1st day of my fest...wel fest aka festival ...is all wat we students ambush for in tha whole year...or u can say thre r only fewer occasions in which me n my palz gives ourselves a excuse to celebrate n hv fun...wel this fest ws also special coz..ths ws our last fest together(our last days in colge..c..)..n we got to do smething special...n i guess othas also expects frm us to do smething(though m nt sure abt tht..hehe!)...like participate in different..activities..quizes fashion show,collage n poster making etc....wel yep u heard it rite! thre r only fewer activities u can njoy...though our fest is nt as grand as u wud hv thought(waise b i dun think we people shud be allowed a grand fest like those of IITs....fr tha simple reason m nt a iitian or wat? ) ....our insti budgeted a FEST....in which we had to content ourselves(dun take it as tht i dun love my colge..or m blaming myself y m nt into iit)..coz ny insti doesnt only comprise of teachers or officials...it also includes uss....students!....its our duty ....hw we luk at it?....i luked at it wth great expections...n wanted to make it special...special means...i wanted to participate in smething...like fashion show n mr. n miss synergy contests...waise b participating in thse events is a big thing fr me atleast...

i think m still learning!

wel this thought usually comes into my mind .....wther i am all prepared to lead my future life..or it just ke i ll face it in whatever way it ll come to me....ummmm..aftr a long thinking process..( did i?)..conclusion is al here....wel ...forget life mahn!..sometimes i dont no...i try to be more philosphical...ALWAYS LIFE LIFE LIFE...who cares man!.....phweee! i know its easy to say ...we dun give damn to life...blah! blah!...we r cool , we dun care....but i think evrybody cares about his or her life...hehe!dun no abt othrs...bt i guess evry body wants his life to be smooth nd a bit of carefree...shits ..kyaa bakwaas again!..this is called changing mindsets.....or anarchic thoughts...man!..i cant help it!...chalo lemme try to change tha atmoshphere....wel finaly fest got ova...phwee!...after putting my asses for 15days in practicising ...arund9 :30 night on 22nd feb... it finaly got ova....hw it went..i ll probably share tht here only...bt nt right now!

TODAY!

um mm.. should say m bit confused or m not sure what should i write ..but it is something that ..i just want to write...rite now i feel like writing n writing...i guess i should start with my day..well today was a good day!...must say it was fun day basically...well today was day i was busy like anything ..whenever m busy to me its going to be good day...it was something like that.....woke up in the morning quite late like always...ranged to friends to confirm about the college thing...as usual expected they were not coming....then the thinking process starts...um mm.what should i do today?..should i study?...but dun have notes for that...if i should remain at home what m going to do....suddenly a thought came to me...hm mm lets finish the project thing...which i enjoy doing whole heartedly...started doing that..my phone ranged...wel it was ankit..asking me to accompany him fr the p c thing...he has to purchase a new one..hm mm... i was in double mind...i said ok ..will catch u around 12;00...so that i can finish some project.....well after that...phone ranged again...guess what it was Pandu my school buddy....now they r also planning fr some get together in cp....well it was hard to say no to them...so i said yes....without even thinking about the commitment given to Ankit....well m just like like that...cant say no!...should say i Neva say no to anybody...i dun no m just like that... i wanted to join them...today was the only day they were calling me after a long gap....hm mm...situation went ut of control when my college friends called up.....pewee!...my mind was like (aaj toh gayaa)......well it was sumeet....guess what.. even they were planning to come to cp...GREAT! i said....as they were feeling bored....it was a messed up situation?..cant say no to them because they were also coming after a long time....hm mm... i somehow convinced them to catch up in the eve...so that in the day time i can finish the business with ankit and my school mates..........

hmmm fingers r paining( sach main)...though i want to write mre....bt...srry...soon i ll be finishing it!

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