Sleep and me!

When time is not ride,what possibly cud happen...hmm..u r messed up...nothing is working out as per plans...well there is nothing like a plan thing...its all planning but no execution...(most of the time with me)...messed up with ur life ...ummm not exactly.... u love ur life ride!....u struggle to sleep thinking life is sulkin...every morning u tends to forget everything though....u sleep coz u know it will be a new day with a fresh bright morning...and in esp. in winters its so cool ..but what happens when sleep is playing games with yaa...you are asking ur self aahh lemme sleep ...plzz Sleep darling come to me...and let the thoughts stay away ...come tommorw i wud say but now lemme sleep ...oh darling Sleep plzz come to me...but dear Sleep is no mood today ...she wants to play with you...she brings evil thoughts,sad memories to you...she tests you...ask what you would do...what possibly can you do now....ahhh sad phase again..u r now under the arms of those evil tortures of sleep ...she will make you think those deplorable thoughts again ...the place where u wud not want to be.. escapism is what you want...but you have no choice.. you start the saddled thinking process ...or rather recalling those memories again...you try to hold back heartbroken...fight with it...but suddenly u feel heavy breathlessness...and tear comes out rolling down from your eye....initially its a single drop from the left eye...but now you are engulfed...no escape from here...now its all water from your eyes pouring down on the shirt ...u only realize when it feels lil wet under your shirt...ahhh u suddenly wake up...claiming it is a sad dream...but my bad its all reality...u indeed were crying...you try to focus...you try to calm yourself....hmmm...after some time....u feel bit light ...all the heaviness is gone...malicious sleep is making your eye balls heavy now and telling you thats all for today...go to sleep i give you...and before even thanking ..you are asleep!